I call it tran·si·tion

Too much things going on lately,

Stories untold,
Tears unheard,
 Unexpected changes,
and…still so much more.

‘When you start to worry about life’, that’s when you start to realize how long you have been gone from Him.

Anxious feeling really is a ‘disease’.
If you don’t cure it, it will spread and destroy the happiness in your life, piece by piece.

I’ve tried so many ways to cure that disease.

I tried to talk to my inner circle - Well, it helps, but it was temporary, the feeling will come again when you stop talking to them or when they are away.

Then I tried again with another medicine; Keeping myself busy – I thought this was a better way, but, oh no, it only works when I was busy, the moment I have a little free time, that ‘disease’ is still there, I still can feel how worried I am with my life.

Unfortunately, none of my ways succeed.

I started to get more frustrated, I worried I won’t be able to feel joyful again; I worried every single things that might not be happen. Can you see, how pathetic and tiring to think that way.

And suddenly, He reminded me, the medicine of the ‘disease’ is purely about the relationship with Him. He reminded me about ‘our first love’, the first time I started to fell in love with Him, how beautiful it was, no worries that ever come near me, no business that keep us apart, and nothing is bigger than my love to Him.

‘So, why are you worried now?’ Jesus said.

“He still loves us the same, come back to Him and you will be free.” <3